my halcyon days

2008-03-12T01:44:00.002+08:00

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2007-08-26T15:40:00.000+08:00

MOVED

2007-05-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

vital sign.

2007-05-14T16:17:00.001+08:00

say byebye

in 5

2007-05-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

http://www.goodybooks.com/books_main.htm
some great online books from a local writer, definitely worth your time reading

* When she slept only five hours a day, I did not try to chat with her. When she was awake for only five hours a day, I failed to chat with her.

*If I had one of the abilities of God, I would have chosen to relive my past, and slowly, tenderly, treasuring every single hour, minute and second with you. Every single moment with you.

But it was too late. All too late.

*if i can't add days to life, i add life to days

enjoyyyy!

2007-04-26T01:49:00.000+08:00

another day passed.
one story ends, yet another begins...

2007-04-25T01:04:00.000+08:00

i missed you
a lot a lot.

that single call brightened my day!
maho maho! lol

ah! at most i'll be 4 months before i see you, no big deal it'll pass so fast i won't realise it!
hahaha
working life is ..... c r a z y lol

2007-04-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

Let's look
at each every new day
wonderfully,

shan't we?

its congested inside

2007-04-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

I'm TIRED! only after 3 days of SIP and im really really tired.
from needing to wake up at 7plus each day to having to tahan to 6pm+ everyday is quite a accomplishment. lol

Physically i'm tired, mentally i'm tired, emotionally i'm tired, spiritually i'm tired.
rejuvenate me.
CALL me
SMS me
MSN me

you might not know, but even the slightest thing from you makes my day.
even i don't know why.

*my act of desperation.

2007-03-28T07:21:00.000+08:00

good morning everyone! hoho
i woke up very early today! suppose to catch TMNT later at vivo, and it'll be my first time going to vivo! lol will take my own sweet time to look around

anyways, stupid me! haha i just recalled this morning you're returning on DND day and so i checked TP's website and found out it is today. god how did i forget that man.. oops! haha

you should be on your flight back to sg already eh? hahaha!

2007-03-27T19:25:00.000+08:00

and so, i've finished with my thingy already. came and gone like the wind.

eh eh eh, u're not back in sg yet? when're coming back?!?!

2007-03-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

and now
it has finally reached 0.

the day has arrived for me to rejoice as well as get all nervous already.
Ah! how i've missed the days with you around.

"how've you been over there?!" i asked myself.

2007-03-25T02:58:00.000+08:00

9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 0

2007-03-24T04:56:00.000+08:00

9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 0

2007-03-23T04:02:00.000+08:00

9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 0

2007-03-22T02:09:00.000+08:00

9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 0

2007-03-21T03:25:00.000+08:00

9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 0

2007-03-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

DEAD TIRED

Woo, spent this few days with less than 5 hours of sleep each day! my eyes are sooo heavy now i think i can fall asleep anytime. Still, i just had dinner so i can't sleep! haha

Watched 300 yesterday over at bugis, woo! thou it wasn't the digital version the show is still amazing. so much detail and so educational (i actually went to research more about sparta after watching the show). how elite spartan warriors are and how easy they stab and slice off enemy's limbs. haha!

Not bad! the past few days were engaging and it did a little something everyday, not allowing myself to rot at home. but dad has already started nagging about work! hehe! i'll just try and pretend i heard nothing. oops! aye, to all my friends! enjoy your deserved holidays and give yourself a break! o and so many ppl are going overseas! take great care! i'll miss you all! haha

2007-03-04T06:32:00.000+08:00

BOOM! some updates here. haha felt like its time for some changes on the blog so did some minor changes, took out the jukebox and replaced it with this simple embedded player. changed the theme to another basic design for a new look. i'll change the music every now and then too!

Exams are over! and it's my holidays, the shortest one in all my years of poly life thou. Its doesn't feels like a holiday at all, the thoughts of attachment just haunts me. Kopi boy, photocopy boy, what else? haha

Anyways i'm looking forward to complete final fantasy 12, haha im such a avid fan of final fantasy. the storyline is simply amazing, thou its really a fantasy but thats where i sidetrack my busy life! aye i'll post again soon. in the meantime! people please do ask me out! hahaha i have plenty of time now.

hey, what're doing during the holidays?

2007-02-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

a phonecall i never wanted to end
a silent voice.

yipee! my source of motivation rocked!

2007-02-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

maybe 10-20 years down the road,
we'll seat in a cafe like them.

having a heart to heart chat of our past.
great resemblance

the classic

2007-02-24T00:27:00.000+08:00

sometimes i forget who i am.
or i am suppose to do
even my goals in life.

and at other times
i feel too overpowered by my level of understanding
so much so im afraid of myself
even i am not certain of things going on here.

fragments of my memory.
remember it for me.

2007-02-19T05:01:00.000+08:00

a focused mindset
all ready to soar.

now
or
never.

2007-02-18T03:36:00.000+08:00

a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all!
the festive mood this year feels so much better than before, even thou its suppose to be my exam week.

come on guan xian! get ready your mood to study, for its now or never!

*i can do it.

2007-02-17T03:18:00.000+08:00

蝴蝶頁
一直想飛的蝴蝶頁
羽翼被綁了結

卻也維持著左右對稱的閃亮
我把有生命周期的愛情

簽約後鑲鑽
在年限來之前
絕不歸還

*方文山

2007-02-17T02:34:00.000+08:00

just saw a moment to remember again on TV, really somehow that show really brings a huge impact to me whenever i watch it.

anyways some updates on my day. went out with lukito, pang and zixiang after our marketing lecture, which as usual ended very early!
had planned to have steamboat for dinner but later on changed to hawker @ parkway cos my mum said the steamboat there wasn't nice.

then comes the highlight of the day, the 4 of us then decided to go H.I.G.H and have some drinks and lan there(H.I.G.H is a high class lan gaming center only for 18 and above for they sell alcohol), finished up 2 rounds of battlefield which we all sucked at! and shortly after zixiang went crazy over drinking. the first round wasn't that bad but after we met shunfa and ruby, things got worse.

zixiang total up 6 drinks alone, all containing alcohol. spent some really nice time there with the cozy environment and chit-chatted with them while zixiang go crazy on his drinks.

1 night and it seems like we're regulars for the lads over there. just finished cleaning up all the fans in my house. tired! tomorrow eve's already, everyone! take care and enjoy your chinese new year!

the unsought voice within.

2007-02-15T12:26:00.000+08:00

i had a nightmare a sudden one after so many years.
should i thank the nightmare? for reflection starts coming in right after.

but i guess, it'll just go the same way like i was in the dream.

2007-02-15T02:22:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!!!!!
this is my 50th post already!

weee! finished up my last project of this semester, suddenly feel quite lost cos its valentine's day and after submission its 5pm! haha.
I've got NO DATES for valentines! haha and has it been from the day since i arrived to this world, so it doesn't makes much of a difference. lol

but at least i got cookie! hahaha rmb what i said? rooms for improvement! im sure you can do better next time. make more for me! hahaha =))

sleeping ba?

*what does it feel like to be two on this special day? i wonder*
changing my blog music soon, stay tune!

2007-02-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

year after year
the significance of valentines just gets stronger
mainly peer influence.
don't you think so? haha!

2007-02-12T02:40:00.000+08:00

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know

i like the lyrics. sometimes i wonder how song writers get their lyrics from.

2007-02-11T20:56:00.000+08:00

呵呵
在笑我自己

2007-02-10T15:35:00.000+08:00

她
圍了一座城
無法離開的一切都被容忍

此刻
傳回來的風聲
都是我願意等

城外無法進入的
也將無法成為我們

*方文山

2007-02-09T17:12:00.000+08:00

its been long since i last posted, been rather busy with projects and ya, my laziness to do some posting.
arghh, i'm confused.

and today.
with every step, i move further away

看著你的影子
慢慢從我的視線消失
束手無策的我
只是慢慢的離開了

2007-01-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

Time to post,
haha loyal fans to my blog, must have been missing my post badly right! no worries here i come with a new post!
so many things happened from christmas till today, and most of them falls among my buddies/good friends. i promise to update tomorrow! its getting late now and i really need my sleep. HAHA!

2006-12-25T20:32:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas.

a festive season to enjoy,
but its strange the christmas mood this year seems so dull.

bah! im bored.

2006-12-18T02:40:00.000+08:00

its the holidays. my mid semester test week is over. a hell of a week. haha
no mood to study and so many other temptations only leads to sleepless nights.

2 weeks! and 5 projects. and there are only a few things im looking forward to in these weeks. chalet and raimah.
spent the whole of friday and saturday with sky and alvin. kinda cool. really had fun at parkway, the arcade just rocked man. go try the arcade out.
and we saw this "crazy" guy who kept playing the punching machine, the one where you pull the "punch ball?!?!" down a little and punch! that particular guy played more than 10 rounds over at the same machine and had an average of 8.5-6k score. and thanks to sky's advise, we hit the same "punch ball?!?!" with the bottom of our fist and without much effort i got higher score than that particular guy.
was he ditched or something? the owner of timezone must be happy to see him!
saw johnathan in the arcade too, hes with his bro and they seemed so close. i wonder when will i take my bro out to an arcade. oops!

anyways spent the whole of today at home, finally staying at home for once after entering holidays. and guess what, my parents urged me to get out of the house and not stay in front of my computer for 10+++ hours. MAN im staying at home and be guai kia and you're telling me to go out. hahahha! power?

this week. OTBS, 2 project group meeting and the damn SAND project. LAI BA!
its 2:51am now and i have a meeting 11am later, will post something again soon.
and sherman, please stop asking me to POST. how am i suppose to post something up when i have no idea of what to post. ._.
NO INSPIRATION!!

2006-12-12T16:49:00.000+08:00

aiks! 41th post already.
here comes my mid-semester test week. been trying very hard to study but always cant seem to concentrate even for an hour.
woke up today and felt bad. soar throat, crappy feeling. im falling sick soon, o man.
guys/girls, wish me luck for my exams. :D

2006-12-08T02:11:00.000+08:00

Ok, its 2:13am and since i like to procrastinate esp on studies. i'll post smth up. HAHA
so there's no NEED to wait till the weekends for my LATEST POST. wa, macham Mr Brown sia people "subscribe" to my blog ALREADY leh.
Maybe i can go look for sponsor or adsense to earn $ from my blog man.

I intended to use only OFFICIAL english for this blog but since i'm very happy these days i shall use our very own SINGLISH in my blog man.

haa bro, finally you came out with the decision man. i guess im correct from the start, but seriously you *&$*@# de calculative leh. this kind of thing also can count, o man really la you dont come study business is a waste of talent.
lets see how fate moves us on eh!

next week is mid semester test, and to no surprise or whatsoever i haven start studying YET. just simply don't have the motivation to start studying, DUE to the coming holidays. 5 PROJECTS man, yes u've SEEN it correctly, 5 PROJECTS. make it BIG BIG for you to see ah.
at least must meet up with 3 different groups during the holidays. you see ah, 5 PROJECTS HOR 1 day do 1 in 2 weeks at most can do 3 days for 1 project.

LIKE THAT HOW? my game leh? no need to play liao, my team already lack of training due to so many MIA from ME! alone man. paiseh eKians.
*no more easy sorry from me hor, i read newspaper that day. too many sorry people will think you not sincere but bo pian i am la. so paiseh better to use.

see, LONG POST RIGHT i macham haven't start my story of the day hor already so long liao. later write finish what time man.
guess i shouldn't crap too much already, lets get down to blogging!

TO: Mr SKY, a guy who does not have any targets now doesn't mean hes gay. I DO HAVE CRUSHES WHEN I WAS YOUNGER OKAY? @#*#$(*&#$
of cos it attributes from my way of thinking and stuffs la, biatch you. i just think that currently i do not have the ability to take care of another one and have FINANCIAL constrain at the moment. Im also sort of a PERFECTIONIST, i mean if i get one just to spent 2-3months with her and after that LOSE ALL FORMS OF COMMUNICATION why should i even waste time on it right? HAHAHA.
THIS IS JUST TO CLARIFY YOUR DOUBTS BIATCH.

see, 4 days never post suddenly i rant so much. power? with nothing to look forward to except the year-end chalets and maybe some outing with my bros, i PRACTICALLY lead a VERY NORMAL LIFE. so bros, please think of places to go during holidays and i expect you all to drive me hor. CAN DRIVE GIRLS CANNOT DRIVE BROS. HAHAHA

sOk 1 last thing to share with peeps who comes to my blog. ENJOY

do you see the picture moving? in fact they're not.
our brain ah cannot process dunno what la. make till we think the thingy moving

okay la, i'll stop here. i think i will post again soon.
*where are my EXPENSIVE SWEETS? i want them tomorrow.

bless and pray

2006-12-04T04:01:00.000+08:00

*devils smile*

things will go my way, im sure.

sit back, watch and enjoy

2006-12-01T03:48:00.000+08:00

我会尽我的全力
带给大家幸福与快乐
我一定会
这是我对大家承诺.

hoho, i'll dig out everything from you. lol!

*im the "kaypo" king*

LAI BA!

2006-11-30T03:41:00.000+08:00

hehe! i'll smile all i want, i'll smile all i can

figured out a lot after much chatting with my boys.
poor sky, well gonna move on bro, im have faith in you to do better! :D

and the girls! have you all enjoyed your prom? i wonder! feel so much lighter now, more strength to carry on and stuffs. i just thought i benefited most out of it.
i have strong intuition, and i guess things will happen within my expectations, even though you gave me a surprise previously. this time round, i bet im correct.
and dont worry, i'll always be around to help out.
maybe in the coming year, my resolution will be to make as many people smile as possible. so! will you smile when i smile? let me bring that smile to you guys.

a promise to myself i'll never forget.

*a devil
i am
so watch out
he always gets what he wants.

2006-11-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你

*

imagine;

phew, i survived otbs and sand together. lets see whats to come.

there seems only a dim lighted path ahead
but ill try as hard as possible
to follow what i think is right.

2006-11-27T03:59:00.000+08:00

不在乎有没有以后
爱你是活着的理由
紧紧的抱住跟你有关的一切
包括想着你的心痛

novel love.

真心的想给你一切
你偏偏只想要自由
一起拥有过的快乐
像断了线的气球

selfless sacrifice.

been blogging almost everyday since i started this blog. been writing a little of what i feel everyday. nice memories to be kept forever.
through these post, its really nice to reflect and recall things i've done in life.

*i think my brain is malfunctioning, theres so many things i cant remember.

*are you sleepin' well?

2006-11-26T04:12:00.000+08:00

i haven't complete 2 projects due tomorrow. how great!

someone save me?

went out to post celebration for huisan's birthday. sky picked them up and we went 85 for dinner.
its been so long since i last patronised. den off to east coast park, overly crowded so we made a detour for parkway.

played pool awhile and we sent the girls back. went raimah for our usual session. did nothing much but still made my day all worthwhile.

and yes, once again i assured myself. its nothing really, and even if there is. this distance is enough already. im satisfied. really

*enjoy the shows*

2006-11-25T04:15:00.000+08:00

"于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞"

some people gets to choose what they want
while some dont even have any choice before them.

how ironic.

2006-11-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

i realised it yesterday. the difference.

you were a comedian, you made them enjoy.

no wonder.

*******************************************

it seems like most of us had moved on. im still stuck here

but i have to say, i like it here more than anywhere else.

2006-11-24T03:29:00.000+08:00

“你”宁愿做她一辈子的好朋友。。。
还是勇敢的当一次她的男朋友？

2006-11-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

first of all...

a little interesting finding, as human gets older, one virtue will slowly deteriorate.
guess that virtue....

next, guys... please stop suanning me with those *@%^@*#(@& from 1000000 years ago. if its just nothing in me you guys can talk about just... forget about bringing things up from 1000000 years ago.
im sure you guys don't like me to talk about your past ehh!

see! im losing patience.

anyways, i know its hard not to mention anything about my past since virtually theres nothing much to talk about me. haha!

anyways! happy birthday huisan!
hope you like the surprise we gave you just now!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY

i guess im contended like that already, nothing else needs to be done.
for now....

2006-11-22T15:55:00.000+08:00

今天来到了机场
没什么特别的理由
只想一个人静一静
放松一下心情

到了观景台
看着来来往往的飞机
一个接一个起飞降落
我就联想到人的梦想

每当飞机起飞时
就是一个新梦想的开始
而当飞机降落时
也就是一个梦想的完成或结束

我告诉自己
人生其实没那么遭
至少有美丽的彩虹随伴着我

*******************************************

been updating lesser recently, school's getting more busy, esp on projects. lets hope i'll survive though this!
people! please enjoy while you can.
youth is running away from us.

o yeah, watched step up yesterday. for those of you who haven catch it, please do so. recommended by me!

the movie is basically about dancing, some romance involved with dancing. just makes you feel like dancing.
here are some screenies from the movie!

2006-11-22T02:54:00.000+08:00

one word to start and... end off

tired.

2006-11-20T07:35:00.000+08:00

mixed feeling.
fresh start of a monday morning.
lets hope everyone does well today.

have fun like theres no tomorrow. go!
will post more of ytd's thingy later. schooling in a moment.

2006-11-18T02:34:00.000+08:00

至少你已经明白
time heals what reasons cannot

希望很快的他能够帮上忙

笑多一点
一个美妙的开始

2006-11-17T03:18:00.000+08:00

i know you guys are watching me over my blog.

thanks.

2006-11-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

13hours 50mins and counting.

here we go

2006-11-16T13:27:00.000+08:00

你那灿烂的笑容
是我最期待的画面

2006-11-16T04:09:00.000+08:00

hip hip hooray, less than two days till you guys are free.
look forward
i wish i can stop telling white lies.
i wish i can be more straight forward.
i .. wish

2006-11-15T05:24:00.000+08:00

i am not asleep yet
just did a new music player
and i have been listening to the same music over and over again.

my mind is in a twirl

2006-11-15T02:49:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder
what has got into me?
why am i feeling like this
it just feels sucky

i need help. virtually
after staring blank on my computer screen for the last one hour and still i couldn't write anything out for my project.

always remember
no matter how sad we may be
no matter how much pain we go through
no matter what,
time heals what reasons cannot

*就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受*

2006-11-14T12:57:00.000+08:00

i will be hard, but i'll try as hard as i can

我想和你一直走到最后

2006-11-14T10:50:00.000+08:00

i don't need to the be one in the spotlight,
but at least
recognize my existence.

its the least i need.

2006-11-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

tired, tired, tired

why do i care so much, who am i to do all this?

i wonder

anyways four more days to freedom, and a little more to the truth.
1 litre of tears? i must have cry around there inside
lets hope for a miracle because i feel so..

helpless now.

am i the only one thats left behind on the sixteen year old me or have i stubbornly refused to let myself grow up?

again, i wonder

2006-11-13T16:23:00.000+08:00

if only i could turn back time.

had thought a lot last night, lets just wait and see what will happen next.

sang a lot jus now, mostly jay's emo songs. since i was alone at home theres no one to appreciate that session but its alright.

i sang my sorrows goodbye.

2006-11-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

my life is a joke.

HAHAHA, i wanna laugh i wanna cry out loud,

感情要付出的代价太大太大
尤其是当事情即将发生
你身边最亲近的朋友身上

这是我第一次感觉到无奈
因为我只能眼睁睁看着
我根本就帮不上忙

我知道这是人身中难免会发生的事情
但为何偏偏是我最要好的朋友呢？
况且不是一次而已

我好烦好烦好烦
只希望在我的部落格里
能够找到一个让我的心定下来的空间

最后我知道你们可能会到我的部落格
但我的心实在太乱对不起
现在的我只能在一旁装做什么都没发生过

对不起
对不起
对不起

as to all my jc and sp friends, just one (more) week to endure. come on come on, go for it.

2006-11-12T03:22:00.000+08:00

smile smile smile, im not dumb to ask you to smile.

i am sincerly asking you to smile.

i like to blog a lot, because this is one place where i can share all my vows with people even if one body looks at them, i do feel a lot better after writing them down here.
recently, i've started day-dreaming again.
don't wake me up from this moment. no.

<-- can someone explain what's happening? haha!

2006-11-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

*一个人的恋爱*

如果时间能够停留
我只希望在今晚
这个美丽的夜晚

虽然没有对一班人来说特别的事发生
但在今夜那淡淡的感觉
仿佛是被注射了强心击
感觉好温暖好温暖的
我想
那应该就是幸福的感觉

谢谢你虽然只是一段短短的对华
但我获得的却是满脸幸福的笑容

还有一周很多朋友们就会结束会考了
一个新的身活马上就好开始了
你们准被好了吗？

或许这个问题被问的人应该是我
我准被好身命下个阶段了吗？

不管这么样
你们都一定一定要在这最后一周里
加油噢

2006-11-08T14:50:00.000+08:00

realise,
as i walk the path to the bus stop, the long path from the reservoir. scenes from 1 litre of tears came flashing back to me as my itunes played their theme song.
and at that moment, i realise i was all alone in the long path, lonely and all by myself then i wondered, my life has always been like this. even without exchanging looks, i'll walk pass people while knowing of their existence. giving them the cold shoulders in exchange of a cool self, where one walks his own path by himself.

will my road by the same in the future? the bored, lonesome, a world of only but myself? i'll wish someone would come by the road and greet me with a hello.
did something silly too, tried to walk like ikechi aya of that show trying to understand how it feels to want to do but cant do something you always like to do. was terrible and i felt especially in singapore, where people are moving in haste, begin not able to walk as fast is as good as being labeled outcast from the society.

perfection, is it possible? i wonder sometimes

原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定
.....

currently playing* 杨丞琳 - 只想爱你

2006-11-08T03:53:00.000+08:00

我倒地还是不了解真正的自己
一直都在忙碌的生活里寻找着

人生有的问号太多太多
烦恼也接著一个一个开始
而我的也不例外烦恼正一个接一个的向我直奔而来

可怜的我阿
现在只希望每天和你互相传送的短讯

千万不要小看这短讯里短短的几行字
它可是我脸上笑容的罪魁祸首！

希望希望正在参与大考的朋友们
都能把最好最好的表现献出来
朋友们要加油噢！

在此献上我最诚恳的祝福

*因为你的回应最让我高兴*

2006-11-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

lets start today's post with an interesting fact a lot may not know.
Razer copperhead is supposedly to the one of the industry leading mouse, however if any of your friends own any of them, please consult them of any problem they face using a copperhead.

Recently i went to razerzone support to find out more about the problems, was an interesting trip.

1. many many products especially "first edition" copperhead(s) are defective, they are not user friendly at all. even when they cost $129 each.

2. very very interesting! copperhead apparently do not work in windows xp media center. WOAH im one media center user.

3. even if your copperhead passed the first two test, does your copperhead keep disconnecting and reconnecting itself? personally, i have more friends who have a defective copperhead instead.

*no offence to razer mouse* i still love the razer diamondback i own, it really owns!

anyways was way busy yesterday, had lan session with my mates from ten straight to five. super tiring after that went for a walk in plaza sing before going home. rested for a while before setting off to raimah to meet my boys. did the usuals and alvin sent the rest home, just so convenient to drive.

woke up pretty late today, packed my table a bit and waiting for some lab files to finished downloading as im typing this. tutorials are never hard, project are! god.

and my friends, let me be straight forward!
*wheres my qck+* haha!

as for those taking A's, come on come on! i have faith in all of you! do it! =)

lastly, lets all pray for sky hes taking TP for driving tomorrow afternoon, lets hope he passes and drives me home! woohoo!

2006-11-04T03:31:00.000+08:00

im so damn bored!
o man, somebody help !! i've got projects to work for and tons of tutorials waiting for me and i've been missing from my study table the whole week (fyi: my study table is opposite my computer table) haha the whole week except tuesday i've been on the computer table. omg

im too blank now to think of anything, lets just hope wishes do come true. let me start to believe in fairytales. something nice will happen soon.... i guess
did you dose off ?!?! haha! must be. naughty!

and since i pretty much got nothing to do, i'll just post some random pics from my folder.o yeah my mum told me to put on earings! haha of cos, she wouldn't allow real piercings, its those magnet earings. next time you see me pose with that, im doing my mum a favour, not poser! haha

signing off,
Guan Xian. C

2006-11-02T18:32:00.000+08:00

wee! haha i believe today is the best second november i spent in my life so far. so many wishes, haha o god! im so bhb. hahaha! somebody stop me!

eh jo, if you ever read this MAKE UP after A's hor, i wun ever forget! hahaha. as i promised i shall wish for you later! hahaha not forgetting the grow tall part! hehe!

going out for seoul garden later, will be back to post more. at the moment please enjoy the pictures i took while coming home in the bus. ironic.

2006-11-01T17:09:00.000+08:00

3 words to start todays post

busy, busy , busy .

never thought of waking up at nine in the morning could take so much effort, laze in bed every single day for at least twenty minutes without fail before i finally get wash up.
at least in class, im super active (maybe its the class participation marks im anticipating), even my classmates say i don't look like i slept late previous nights. aww!

had lessons everday for the week till four, five. an hour later home. well, time just seems to sprint the moment i reach home, without realising everyday would be eleven plus when i look at the time. great, someone spare me some precious time of yours? bah!

weeee countdown from now.

are you still thinking about 你离开我连一句话都不说 ? hmm. i guess so

2006-10-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

so tired! ah slept at 4am last night, had lessons from 9 to 5, surprisingly i could summon up energy to be the most active in class today. even had friends questioning my activeness. haha

did nothing much yesterday, had supper with sky and khaliq, talked pretty much about driving again haha everyday's topic. lets wish sky pass his TP in the coming week. :D dont worry bro, i'll make it as one of my birthday wish. hoho!

thanks ruby! for wanting to celebrate my birthday, haha but i have lessons till 6pm its alright. haven celebrated my day before. oops! and squall make sure you get me qck+ on my birthday im really looking forward to it.

peeps taking A's, all the best show the paper what you've got! bish bang boom! haha soon it'll be over, tolerate a little more!

got a pic of my ex-classmate who lost 28kg during the two months holiday, let me post up a "before" picture of him first!

<-- before

<-- after

the sms-es i look forward to, lai ba! =P

2006-10-28T16:41:00.000+08:00

after- noooon
its suppose to be in the raining season now isn't it? why am i still feeling so hot and humid, grrrr guess its due to my lack of sleep.

got back home from derong's chalet in the morning, did nothing much except chat and chat and chat, its been a while since my boys last met up so there's really a lot to catch up. talked about school, talked about relationships, even talked a bit about derong's girlfriend. and yes! khaliq you heard it right, it was his girlfriend that day in chai chee!

ah, somebody help me. o yeah, very sorry to my boys this morning, left the place alone cos too tired and when everyone else was sleeping i wasn't. so, forgive me please. i am done with blogging now, will post something later.

2006-10-27T01:54:00.000+08:00

aw, i'm tired.

gonna post a little and off to sleep i go, its 27th october! and!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERONG !

hoho someones already 18, and some little gossips i heard from peeps around. you've have a girlfriend already yeah? gonna dig everything out from you when i see you tomorrow. no worries!

kinda relieved after looking for course manager today, helped me with everything he could he's just so helpful.

let us also give a round of applause to sky, look at his msn. always so creative always about her. haha, go for it sky.

extracted from sky's nick:
jealous over a nerd
juice of apple nice
jamming obviously arouses nerves
jealous only around nails
just only a note

anyone can't spot the similarity between them? feel free to approach me! anyways i really like the first and the last one. jealous over a nerd and just only a note. come'on sky, you can be more creative!

and oh no, raimah is closed till the weekends which means no raimah food to eat. lets hope alvin gets to use car tomorrow. it'll just be perfect.

the A's is coming the A's is coming, so how my friends?
ready, set, go? *smiles*

2006-10-26T02:52:00.000+08:00

i suddenly have a urge to post rainie's picture on my blog, my love for rainie is acting up again! o somebody stop me. haha!

fine! heres come picture for you to drool over there! what no picture! picture don't make blogs, its the content that counts! and moreover this is my personal blog shouldn't have disclose my blog address man. argh!

and o great, anyone has a spare bed or room for me to sleep? my auntie came to singapore today with her family without giving us a notice. a pleasant surprise i must say, too pricey though i would say. due to that, we didn't have time to prepare and i've to let go my room for them. what's worse is that i have to sleep in the living room, someone help?!

i couldn't get myself to sleep, and i have lessons at nine in the morning . god bless me

before i forget, yes i admit i like cute people. hehe! which means other than rainie we have there, there's others. its very late now, got to go sleep. will i have sweet dreams tonight? haha!

*edited*
can i do some ranting? its my birthday exactly next week, anyone care to ask me out? i've been wondering why my birthday is always associated with exams period. ah, i'll just smile a lot on my birthday then.

2006-10-25T11:37:00.000+08:00

爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

真心的对你好
不要求回报

kinda edited a bit from 梁静茹's song, watched the mv of this song over at mtv asia and felt the lyrics were somewhat.... how should i put it, meaningful?

hari raya holidays are over, did nothing much yestheday pretty slacked the whole day watching dramas. the highlight of the day came when my relatives came with hometown food! hoho, ate so much i had toilet sessions repeatedly and after a round of shopping they came back with another twenty chicken wings. god

woke up pretty early today for lecture, all for one hour of lecture. ah time for some housekeeping "exercise"

2006-10-24T04:40:00.000+08:00

a fresh start to blogging,

in the mist the early dawn, my unsettled mind just wont stop bugging me, somehow leads me here to start writing down the days.

ironic i would say, otherwise it always happens. how many people actually check your emails and bother to look at each and single one of them? remember the next time you get important mails from someone close, open them and read it through.

spent the evening out with my boys, went parkway for dinner and bubble tea. moved onto sky's house for our usual tv and chit chat session. got away at 11 odd then caught up with zixiang and lukito for a game of dota. been listening to my foobar for hours now, crazily browsing through baidu site for lots of lyrics too.

well, not forgetting its hari raya today. so to all my muslims friend out there, selamat hari raya, hope you guys earn a handful today. and yes! something to look forward to, hometown food tomorrow. can't wait.

yes, i love mike + rainie.

*1 Litre of Tears*

go catch this show when it comes out, definitely worth your ten hours training in gym or two team training session.

currently playing* 范逸臣 - Love Story